I have spent the week stressing out. All week I've been on the edge of losing it. Today after the physical education teacher explained that I didn't have to worry about testing and standards, I freaked. It's true that I irritated him when I said that honors language arts will always trump PE. The ignorance of the PE teacher brought all of my stress to the surface, and I spazzed. Instead of explaining the reality of the testing/standards situation to the no neck baffoon, I decided to march to the principal's office and "take it out on him". He was absent, so I left detailed notes with his secretary to share. Let me give a list of words and phrases I asked her to write down verbatim: what the hell, incompetence, lack of communication, tension in the building, frustration... Oh, I really don't remember the complete list. Granted the two do not relate, but my patience was tapped. With nothing left, I decided to alleviate my frustrations by voicing my opinions. Tomorrow at 8am, I'll have more opportunities since I will be meeting with my principal about my list.
Today I went back to the interweb to find out what I could post about that would relate to sankalpa . "...Sankalpa has the potential to release tremendous power by clearly defining and focusing on a chosen goal." My chosen goal since May has truly been on being physically active. Since it's cold and miserable out, I've been being active inside instead of outside. December 6th (or something like that) was the last time I ventured outside for physical activity. I, however, have still been going to they gym and focusing on being physically fit (or at least burning enough calories to eat more food). Yesterday I received an early morning text from a friend in God's Country . President Obama was talking about "The President's Challenge" . Today (I tried yesterday and decided to put it off until today... forget out it... let it happen... put it aside... clear my mind of it... all probably sankalpa) I formed a group. The...
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