It has always been my choice not to have children. I've always said that it was because I was too selfish. Tonight the true reason was evident. I returned home to find three boxes left out in the rain by UPS (thanks dumb ass). As I opened the door, I knocked Kitty Klaus (KK- only child) over as I was trying to get the boxes inside. Later as I was trying to get directions for my trip tomorrow, I realized I hadn't yet fed KK. Then as I was trying to look at weather.com and figure out which days I would be up north, I realized I had made no arrangements for KK. Luckily, L is in town and able to watch him. Many parents get their children pets to teach responsibility. My pet is all the responsibility I can handle. Maybe it has less to do with selfishness and more to do with lack of responsibility.
Today I went back to the interweb to find out what I could post about that would relate to sankalpa . "...Sankalpa has the potential to release tremendous power by clearly defining and focusing on a chosen goal." My chosen goal since May has truly been on being physically active. Since it's cold and miserable out, I've been being active inside instead of outside. December 6th (or something like that) was the last time I ventured outside for physical activity. I, however, have still been going to they gym and focusing on being physically fit (or at least burning enough calories to eat more food). Yesterday I received an early morning text from a friend in God's Country . President Obama was talking about "The President's Challenge" . Today (I tried yesterday and decided to put it off until today... forget out it... let it happen... put it aside... clear my mind of it... all probably sankalpa) I formed a group. The...
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